Begging for Second Chance

Hey I want to apologize for abandoning you
leaving you for 5 years alone
in a big mansion without kids or anyone
I let myself be tempted by the wrong things
I went after prostitutes to satisfy my wants

I did not want to hurt you, that’s why I lied about it
attending a course far away from you
I went after what I wanted not what not what I need
alcohol became my new best friends
lies became my belt around the waste

Cheating became my source of honesty
I know that half million cheque I left behind for you
could bring back the lost of time
I should have  told you as soon as I started having those desires
if I could share those with you my pillar who else could it have been?

now I come looking like a box of coffin
for you to take me back in your arms
I don’t have the right to say this
when you cheated I had given you a second chance
all I am asking is the same courtesy

I am man enough to admit my guilt
I was wrong to take you away from you parents
just to abandon you alone to stare into the door
worrying all this years if I am okay
you turned grey before your time

All of this is my fault
if I could turn back the time I would
no matter how weird the song my sound
I am sorry for the wrongs I have done to you
I love you, and I beg for your forgiveness

The way you are

You are the most gorgeous and prettiest woman alive
That’s what visible to the outside world
it opened the doors of treasure for you
it gave you new identity and new friends
hope you can completely trust your heart

I said I love you and 5 minutes late retracted it
being too beautiful changed you
money made you look down on me
that’s made you lie in bed with the devil
it bounded you to it

I am not in love with your beauty
I am in love with the inner you
even if you have blade scars in your face I will still do
even if you are unrecognizable in the mirror and you don’t see yourself
I will still do see you, I found my heart captured by you

Also without fame or make up
I can bare this life with you
let us escape this fantasy life
and live a reality life
where we can be truthful us

That five minutes I retracted I take it back
let me just say this magical words
they don’t need whisper only honesty
I love you more than my job and money
you are the woman I have been searching
now that I found you
“will you marry me”

hi . .. . . . . .

This was a beginning of something great
I had lost in my hour of longing
I settled for second best
back then i told myself  i was not your type
rich guys was who you wanted

I become your best friend

to be you armor and savior

I could not lose you all together
all these passing by just being a friend

The deep down secret was sacrificial

When I find out you were expecting

Everything thing shattered inside me

Like a fountain without streams of water
I was a mute form that time

This is not a letter of regret
I felt like writing this in my own diary
like a movie scripts I find myself stuck
hopeful the one you have will embrace you

Share in your set back and success
that I no longer had the place in your heart

I seal this message with a joyful tear

Knowing that your new family is making you happy

All the wealthy I have it is for you

I have taken pleasure in being called your bodyguard

Those tiny moments has all accomplish my dream
you can have it all my lawyer will read the will
which gives you all that belonged in my empire

I am a fool who settled for being you best friend forever

Your spell worked wondrous in my aching heart

I choose to be you errant boy over everything

Since I don’t have much my heart has taken worst-

Pain which is incurable.

All that had taken place it was for a good reason

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The pain of greediness
The empty apartment
the fancy cars and two time friends
the money spender and stress free life

are these blessing or cursed
gorgeous woman every night
and empty vessel all alone
a champions lie and a deceitful mouth
all the luxury and wealth to spend

but alone with out friends or family
undercover master mind of seduction
journey of life is meaningless alone
those we find our self surrounded by them are the most
precious treasure that we found.

drinking daily in a fancy house
was the coldest moment of truth
what really does change a person?
money or cars?
woman or fame?

the honest truth is that we are consume with pride
nothing does change us
since we are our own worst enemies
we tend to forget who we are.
where do we originate from?

is it our parents or grandparents faults?
the answer is no
the did all that is necessary for us to progress
we enslave our self with wrong full desire
also we love those shameless and wrong friends
we are only just travelers passing by.

Let me be your personal clock

                      When I cannot sweep you of your feet
                      due to my physical appearance
                      my emotional and abundant love can suffice you
                      I look poor on the outside
                      I can give you riches that can sustain you eternity

                     I never meant to fall for you
                     was buried underneath your skin
                     show composure of beautiful things
                     i can make you smile and make you sorrows go away
                     shelter you from debts and give you prosperity

                     

                     clothes i have may be torn or dirty
                     i may have been sleeping on the streets and broke
                    you will never hear lies from my lips
                    every inch and outs of my body can deliver promises made
                    be you knight and shinning defender

                   these words you hear today can be turned into platinum
                   hopes and dreams are possible
                   i can help be be gorgeous more than swan in white

                   money will be a fountain you can lie on it

                   a chance to be your  own personal clock

                  even if Rome was not build on one day
                  i will make you own dreams come true in days
                 your troubles will be my burden to carry

                 your anguish will be my pleasure to bare
                 your laughter will be mt treasure to carry 

                 just for a single chance to be yours

Man born to lead , . . . . . . . in what sense

We are born to lead the mass
we command respect more than money its self
but we are delusional sometimes
our forefathers mislead us
that we can take things by force
but it said we are nothing without a woman

Humanly we cry behind closed doors

we are hurt emotionally
society taught us to be strong no matter what
they had forgotten we are not perfect
responsibilities we have sometimes are hard to bare
woman completes us

Promises we make to people we cannot honor them

ambitions that control us blinded us in the process
greediness corrupted our minds
since we are inventors of most things
desires we have are out of control
we cannot blame others for our stupidity

Most significant things is that we are afraid of being alone

being a man does not make us an island
hearsay is one thing we have to demolished in our thoughts
we got to educate our self with facts not opinions
first things is to admit when we are wrong
choices are plenty for us to choose

Us being violent has to stop

being egoistic jacks and have too much pride has to end
stop indulging much on alcohol thinking it will solve our problems
got to communicate more and treat people equal
if we want to lead the population
the question remains to where are we taking them?

Woman the most precious gift in the world

You never asked for much
continuing doing the work in a quiet state.
Taking care of everyone needs.
Helping the neighbors with warm love,
who takes care of our own wishes?

One desire in mind is to be taken care of
you highly want to be loved and appreciated.

To be shown affection and complemented from time to time.
The gift of fixing broken things, are crafted in our hearts
we have found dreams that must be realized

The display of love is written in our face
the anger and pain that’s the world has done to us,
it can be fixed, only if we receive what has been taken from us,
the freedom we desire is full companionship.
our storm will never end, our faith is on a way

We live and breed the warmth that makes a house a place to be
who can measure the energy we give out each day.
Our maintenance is to make the world a better place,
where love can flown without regrets or hazardous things,
surrounding it or obstacle standing in the way

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Don’t let us cry with tears of mourners
you will find us gone, the loneliness will be left in this cold earth.
our love is free and is deep in the heart,
one own beauty lies deep beneath our pretty faces
if you can pill them off you will see lovely souls needs,
wanting to be loved more than anything in the universe 

MO & REE . . . . . . (Siblings)

When the cold air bust
Temptation and deceit come knocking
both of them stay strong with the unbreakable bond
sister’s love conquers all challenges

The beauty of this link is that they shared everything
except their boyfriends (secret admires)
they cry together, even console their pain with laughter
who could have thought such tie existed

Only Ruth and Naomi of bible time such were alive.

What was this sibling recipe
the source was love at early age
the mother had nourished it for time like this

Blood was not thicker than water

the trust and friendship was the only true union
dilemma was that the emptiness drawn them
hospitality was that it was their motivation
being with them is hard to say goodbye

Pretense was hard thing for them to do
laughter and free spirited sibling I ever seen

Sisters who are on fire
they wished they could fly away
to a tropical place for site seeing
two joy full hearts of a kind

you were that special friend i needed

You gave me smile even if it hurts
I wanted to be near you
I wanted to be there even if you fake it
I have on no account seen anyone like you
who truly stood her ground

Just the chance to see you in the distance

filled my heart with an excitement
your walk lead my mind to a fantasy world
your voice was like a thunder storm in a cold evening
you made me deem in everything I could be

I could not contest your love worth
you open your soul and I felt your heart beat
every time darkness falls around me I felt you under my skin
I don’t know when it could end, but it was beginning for me
it fills unbrakeable will be forever binded
you gave me faith to find love

As we lay  with your body pressed against colliery
this was more than caprico

n for thee
amazing eccentic is happening inside me
every jiffy getting in time

you will be the only that I will call my destiny
when we burn the emotion of the life
even the time bomb would not stop us
for another chance or lie of providence

Lying in a induced coma

If you ever have a hole in your  heart
me loving you girl . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
your beauty used you give me goose bumps
all the time I was apart I only thought of you

If dreams were wings I would have flown to you
its you that made me fight to live again
I want to tell you, that you change me
you brought all the love inside me

If the lyrics were a spell I could have woken up already
I cant wait to be back with you
all I have is all ready been provided by you
smiling alone the pains becomes an illusion
I thought this love was forever

the contemplation of you unaided strain my throbbing
respecting the joy you as my comrade brought me tears
not knowing who will comfort you in this pitiless world
Vindictive words will be said to mar your strength
but remember my love was so true
there no anticipation in this death of a bed

many have laid but none could come back
Hope this words give you enough vigor
to exploit life out there, you are young life will come again
I had nothing to say except demise came an expected
if you reading this recording it means I am no more
my love, strength and joy I loved you more than the soil its self

life was beautiful but death was not

That fatal crash left me fruitless
my soul is like an empty fridge waiting to be filled
I am like a journalist wondering for answers
its always why you?
why did it had to happen to me?

How could it have transpire
just after our engagement you left me alone
who could I talk to now
who will read my poems now
you will laugh at my crap sin

ging

Forever was our last song before I got on my knees
now that sad moments make me wonder this whole
Love was such a great thing to me
but now love is for the bleak
abondened by the ring that is left for me

Your warm feeling has left  me bitter
you loud voice has derelict off
I wonder who looking after you
time came like a thief you went too soon
it was about time for you to take a bath
but the water drip on an empty shower

officially complicated

i dreamed of you last night
with your brown eyes so very clear
remembering all the promises i had made with you
i could fulfill even one of them

i know now you have someone new in your life and you are happy
i also found someone in my life
but the pictures are bright now and shinning
as its you i only see in my mind

5 years has passed without words spoken between us.
the day you left for England i had written a letter for you.
explaining how a coward could fight for you.
how could i let go with telling how much i cared for you

we played games like kids we could laugh the whole day without
knowing that we became closer and careers drifted us a part
you were my joy and pride but i was too weak to be a man
seasons come and go, people get married and die
but the time i spend with you control my heart

the flings i had wasted my time and money
the woman i met all of the were expendable
i hope this letter finds you well but myself belongs to you
you gave hope to this empty soul

it might seems i am crazy to ask you to leave the one you had
for us to try again to see what can i change the future.
i know that now i am not the only one
but i seal this letter with a tear of my love to you.

The narrator last version

However, you where supposed to be a friend
not like a dog wagging its tail
following me everywhere
waiting for me to throw a bone for it to fetch it

Love was supposed to be a free expression
because a man in love spend his time
although it’s still a mysterious thing
all the men want to experience it

Until you express those feelings

you may never know what could it had been for you
the trenches the heart can be no one knows it
no poetry in the world can help it
no love songs can share it for us

Gone are the days of love letters
that’s how truly can you express feelings freely
when you tell the truth of how you love you get rejected
only when you lie or pretend you get approved

If love was emotions the will e no cure
tricky it may sound love is when you love those negative things
words are the only things that brake and fix things
face to face conversation enlightens and brightens the person
to need a woman you go and do strange things
could the heart be honesty trusted?

The narrator part 2

I had a blinded love you
I even carved your name around my soul
but you went away with a new guy
you barely knew him but you were taken by his charm
I was stunned by you action

After two weeks passed by he dumped you
he chewed you after he spit you out
but because you were caring a child he did not want
the responsibilities and went on a camping tour
you came and cried you soul to me

I even stayed back to help you with your decision
I took my own savings to help you abort the child
as you said you were not ready to be a mother
I helped you murder an innocent child
blinded love I had for you made do all those things

for a chance if you could said you loved me

The arrow that I thought had missed my heart
we were out partying and the guys from camping returned
I was finally enjoying myself with you beside me
he entered through the door you jumped out,
to go and hug him and you even kissed him

Confessing you love for him
I stood there like a fool after everything I did for you
I could have brought for you the moon,
you name that was engraved on my soul killed me
I could have never let a rain drop in your body,
even after he left you he was the one you love
I died for you but you played me with your sad tears.

The Narrator part 1

The girl who used to be my friend
but something change is we go older
I never saw her as a friend anymore
everything about her over night I loved
more each day something mysterious
that words or deed could explain how I felt
I open my mouth but nothing comes out

she loved feeling loved
she did not love the fact that she always came second
she loved the fact that when she was home she could text me
she never felts alone or lonely
I don’t love the fact that is not forever

I loved the fact that I was answering his messages
I love the way I felt when I was with him
I did not love the way she felt when I was not around
when I respond then its not complicated
I never lied to you that’s the truth

let me into your heart
I even sell my soul for you
I do all for you if you give your heart to me
you will never see a tear drop in your eyes
I am crazy but crazy for you

The exes that comes to ruin something beautiful

perculliar when you have everything going well
when your sorrow is turned into gold
the charisma and the fake charms
why would you let it go

you had your chance and you let it slip
the gold mine was infront of your eyes
it explonded when your dirty laundry came to the seen
why do you want to come back

if on that engagement party you let your ex have a hold on you
you got the cheek to sleep on my bed while i am at work
modorate self worth was tarnish
how could you let him?her deceive you like that

was it not the reason you broke up wwith him/her in the first place
was it not the lies and the abuse that made you file for divorce
he/she swept away with lies tat he loved you
now that you left me dry on a raining day

you found out after he took you away from me and promised
to marry you that he had a wife he could brake up with
you are coming with your self pity hoping i would take you back
go back to your ex he could afford you with the lies that
seems to charm you as for me i have had enough of them and you

Blew the chance I had

Everything I had forget that you were there supporting me
all the one night stands fooling around brought me no peace
thinking you will never found out about it
the drinking hanging out with my boys only regrets came out

Lying to you that I am going out of town

while I was in the country entertaining my mistresses’
those late meetings all was a lie just excuses
now that the world has seen who truly I am

I bend on my knees asking you to take me back

because with you this life is meaningless
I am matured now I have grown up from my mistake
please forgive me for my transgression I did against you

I know it’s a hard pill to swallow

I thought I was a head of you with my lies and secrets
when I saw a man coming out of the window in another man house
I said I don’t want to see myself doing that shameless things
being chase naked by the husband of one of those mistress

The fact is I hope I did not wake up too late

the words I love you I know the mean nothing
the knife that has been put into heart
its too much to bear please I am sorry
will you find it in your heart to forgive me 

Pregnant with lies

the serenity of indulgent of communication
the elly tha flaunts outside with pretence
is like a movies without ad brakes
i could have given you more than i haad

but you chose another in my place
you little secrets were revieled
you hired you friend to seduce me
to test my faithfulness to you

the game that you were playng back fired on you
slowly but slowly she was falling for me
untill she conversed all you lies and schemes
you were pregnant with your boss child

you friend was in love with me
the pressure was too much for you
your friends left you because of the evil inside you
you lies tasted like grape juice smelting on a dry trought

that could quiench the thirsty
but now that everything is in the light
you have no husband and friends
alone with a fake pregnancy in a dark hole