Wednesday 30 July 2014

Man fear

I wanted you to hear all the unsaid words
What happened to our perfect?
our hearts bleed of fear
we are scare to left alone
As the loneliness inside is killing us

bulling gives comfort
beating woman make us feel secure?
but loving is like sickness
once we have and lose we complete become insane
jealous is the instrument playing on our mind

our palms never got to read the full story
we are left wondering if we would ever
admit that we are weak
that the story been told will ever have a final chapter
Cheating is a record that keeps playing in our thoughts

we are scared and afraid of our inner thought
if we are given a chance we love externally and internally
betrayal to us becomes a sign to kill
the thought of being alone scares us as we know how it is
no memories to store upon them or generation to appear

Monday 28 July 2014

Memories

anguish and pain play my mind
i try to hide there no escape
i wonder from continent to continent
there no one to help me

i go to the doctors there is no remedy
what is happening to me?
am i gong insane or dying
it is too much to bear

regrets are everywhere in my face
pills are undrinkable anymore
the honey i used to enjoy has turn sour
the music is playing but there are no lyrics

the movie is on by the sound is dead
i sleep at night but my eyes are open
i fall in love but the hart has stop beating
i burn myself on fire only the skin is peeling

help in not what is needed
my mind is shifting to insanity
memories brought me sorrows
but there are stuck in the mist of my mind

Thursday 24 July 2014

We Need To talk

we have been eyeing each other for months
chance presented its self
Thought you mine
I look in your eyes
your gaze never went down

when it was time to talk
you blaze with anger asking me why talk private?
This was not a public matter
if you came to the side
you could have felt my heart beat

i had your number but could call you
you will want me one day
you will need me and i will not be there
This feelings are no dying anytime soon
they grow each day like a flammable flame

can you recognize its the hunger only you can fill
how can i do when i dream of you every night
I like to have you all the time
kissing your lips and holding you are a breath away
why would you if a held your hand and sat you down
and recite a poem for you

what if a song i sang for you could make a difference
why i feel the is too much pressure on me
i tried killing this emotional feelings every time
can you recognize that only you can sat me free
I will like to call you one day
you will need me to save you sometime

Tuesday 22 July 2014

I CRY

I cry because of the memories we had
i cry because i missed you sleeping beside me
i cry at night because fear sneak at me daily
you not beside me to tell me its okay only a dream

I cry as i hide myself in public because i am ashamed
i cry because i let you sleep away because of my insecurities
i cry because my friend lied to me about you
i cry because i did not listen to my heart

My arrogance let me alone in this cold house
I cry because i did not appreciate you
i cry because someone else took my lucky charm from me
i cry as i see you passing by the road shinning there outside my house

I cry that i love you but could express it
i cry as i cold had said i love million time to show your worth
I cry as you were a unique human being who understood me
i cry as i am hopeless and jealous of not having you

Friday 4 July 2014

Men not made of stones



We like acting tough because society taught us that way
we do cry when we are in pain
not that we cant but it is our fake appearance
when we lose our loved ones we hide our tears
we can share our pain with our mate
Because we do that we our male friends
it is natural to do that
we are not made of stones
we cannot live alone even though we pretend we can
we are afraid of loving people too much
thinking it will show our weakness
we scare of showing emotions even if it is killing us inside
we like blaming females because of fear of losing them
even though we dont always say we love you
but our action proved those beyond
know that we are not made of stones we cant
live with out you our beautiful companions
we cry inside but hide our face
we have emotions but we kill them with guilt