Masses of the heart

Lately we've done some growing up.
Without you I feel little different now.
The insect that whispered in my ear is no more.
No more going through turmoil now.

Loving hurt each and every time.
It's the only thing I knew how to do it.
My love to you was like a blanket you could get rid of it.
Courage to love slowly faded away.

I never want this story to end.
But the pages tell of how one manipulated the other.
My love to you was like that ring you were in your finger.
Now I am going through the book to see where it all went wrong.

We kept out lover in a photograph.
The memories makes us human.
Giving you my all made me feel like a person.
I was enchanted to your heart.
I become a slave of having feelings for you.

Broken and betrayed every vow in my body.
Disregarded every Wiseman advise.
The picture that you painted in my face.
Remain there like a trauma experience in seconds.
All of it was a smoke screen.
To keep me close to you cruel intentions.


It gets easier with time that a lie.
The memories linger through the echo of the house each night.
The replay of affection the bed keeps reminding me.
The shattered glasses of the Windows on the floor shows misery of anguish I felt.

Tried taking the easy way out going to sea to drown.
I was rescued by strangers.
Now I am telling a tale of how the masses of the heart wounded me deeply than a knife could.
My soul has an opening of misery and pain.

Now that it's an eve of our anniversary.
I feel clasta phobiac about the whole ideal.
I cannot be helped cause it's psychological not physically.
The memories would not leave me alone.

Wager

She only knew she was impelled by some force greater than her will.
Touching her lips that warm her flash.
Merely touching them wasn't enough.
She was drowning in a wealth of sensations.
The salt maleness she could taste beneath her mouth.

The heady scent of the feeling.
Her need if him so compulsive she could breath.
Until his tongue found the sensitive cord in her neck.
As the storm raged outside.
A pulse beat tensely against his jaw.
Feeling the clenched tension if his skin as he swallowed.

Muttering something she couldn't decipher.
Her protest muffled beneath the burning possession of his mouth.
She felt the kiss that had none the sophistication from ealiear kiss.
Her thumb probing the softness of his lips.
His gaze made her shake with need.

Her heart ached to hear words of love.
How would she feel?
When her soul cried out for more talk than that offered by his body.
Like someone trapped In a dream she let her imagination go wild.
Bemused by his brain her eyes followed the progress.
The pounding surf echoed by the heavy this of her own heart.
Having a desperate need to escape the intimacy.

Impelled by her own treacherous need of desire.
Her eyes dilating in sudden shock at the intimate contact of his body.
Eyes locked in a bitter dual of love.
Spiralling waves of pleasure thudded through her.
She would feel this earthy sensual need to have her body ripen with a man"s seed.
Although she had always like kids.

Finally she found out she was a won bet.
All of what happen was not real it was faked?
Her heart slowly started to bleed.
Tears of motion run through her aching body.
Easy way out for her was luking ahead of her.
She drowned if a flood of betrayal and sadness.
It was her last time she was even seen alive.
All the flame that burned his body consumed her in a flame that could not be put out.💔💘🔥🔥🔥