life was beautiful but death was not

That fatal crash left me fruitless
my soul is like an empty fridge waiting to be filled
I am like a journalist wondering for answers
its always why you?
why did it had to happen to me?

How could it have transpire
just after our engagement you left me alone
who could I talk to now
who will read my poems now
you will laugh at my crap sin

ging

Forever was our last song before I got on my knees
now that sad moments make me wonder this whole
Love was such a great thing to me
but now love is for the bleak
abondened by the ring that is left for me

Your warm feeling has left  me bitter
you loud voice has derelict off
I wonder who looking after you
time came like a thief you went too soon
it was about time for you to take a bath
but the water drip on an empty shower

officially complicated

i dreamed of you last night
with your brown eyes so very clear
remembering all the promises i had made with you
i could fulfill even one of them

i know now you have someone new in your life and you are happy
i also found someone in my life
but the pictures are bright now and shinning
as its you i only see in my mind

5 years has passed without words spoken between us.
the day you left for England i had written a letter for you.
explaining how a coward could fight for you.
how could i let go with telling how much i cared for you

we played games like kids we could laugh the whole day without
knowing that we became closer and careers drifted us a part
you were my joy and pride but i was too weak to be a man
seasons come and go, people get married and die
but the time i spend with you control my heart

the flings i had wasted my time and money
the woman i met all of the were expendable
i hope this letter finds you well but myself belongs to you
you gave hope to this empty soul

it might seems i am crazy to ask you to leave the one you had
for us to try again to see what can i change the future.
i know that now i am not the only one
but i seal this letter with a tear of my love to you.