Memories

anguish and pain play my mind
i try to hide there no escape
i wonder from continent to continent
there no one to help me

i go to the doctors there is no remedy
what is happening to me?
am i gong insane or dying
it is too much to bear

regrets are everywhere in my face
pills are undrinkable anymore
the honey i used to enjoy has turn sour
the music is playing but there are no lyrics

the movie is on by the sound is dead
i sleep at night but my eyes are open
i fall in love but the hart has stop beating
i burn myself on fire only the skin is peeling

help in not what is needed
my mind is shifting to insanity
memories brought me sorrows
but there are stuck in the mist of my mind

We Need To talk

we have been eyeing each other for months
chance presented its self
Thought you mine
I look in your eyes
your gaze never went down

when it was time to talk
you blaze with anger asking me why talk private?
This was not a public matter
if you came to the side
you could have felt my heart beat

i had your number but could call you
you will want me one day
you will need me and i will not be there
This feelings are no dying anytime soon
they grow each day like a flammable flame

can you recognize its the hunger only you can fill
how can i do when i dream of you every night
I like to have you all the time
kissing your lips and holding you are a breath away
why would you if a held your hand and sat you down
and recite a poem for you

what if a song i sang for you could make a difference
why i feel the is too much pressure on me
i tried killing this emotional feelings every time
can you recognize that only you can sat me free
I will like to call you one day
you will need me to save you sometime

I CRY

I cry because of the memories we had
i cry because i missed you sleeping beside me
i cry at night because fear sneak at me daily
you not beside me to tell me its okay only a dream

I cry as i hide myself in public because i am ashamed
i cry because i let you sleep away because of my insecurities
i cry because my friend lied to me about you
i cry because i did not listen to my heart

My arrogance let me alone in this cold house
I cry because i did not appreciate you
i cry because someone else took my lucky charm from me
i cry as i see you passing by the road shinning there outside my house

I cry that i love you but could express it
i cry as i cold had said i love million time to show your worth
I cry as you were a unique human being who understood me
i cry as i am hopeless and jealous of not having you

Men not made of stones

We like acting tough because society taught us that way
we do cry when we are in pain
not that we cant but it is our fake appearance
when we lose our loved ones we hide our tears
we can share our pain with our mate

Because we do that we our male friends
it is natural to do that
we are not made of stones
we cannot live alone even though we pretend we can

we are afraid of loving people too much
thinking it will show our weakness
we scare of showing emotions even if it is killing us inside
we like blaming females because of fear of losing them
even though we dont always say we love you

but our action proved those beyond
know that we are not made of stones we cant
live with out you our beautiful companions
we cry inside but hide our face
we have emotions but we kill them with guilt

We Pretended and we became in Denial

It started out a friends every thing was perfect
we enjoyed each other company like siblings
everything turned out fine
as we had promised not to love again after we had heart breaking
relationships that were based on lies.
one accident changed all our beliefs and hopes

It was just one kiss and everything that was a fantasy became real
it took a lot for me to know this was love
only small things meant a lot to get me through
Not a single day passed by not thinking about us
you laughter you moods change made me see
Either i am in denial for this burning feelings

It flatters me to see you happy
I never knew love was better the second time around until i meet you.
i wanna thank you for opening my eyes and show me love is real
Although this pretending that something is burning is not there
it is a plain lie we can stare in each other in the face
We no longer express how we fill because the kiss was just something special.

I am tired of sending you sms, and calling you on the phone
i am going to be a man about this and say it might scare you
or you can find it shocking but this words i have never uttered them
To anyone but i have to say i was in denial for too long but it comes
to this that this friendship is no longer working for me i want more
you captured me with you tenderness and i am in love with you.

when i said we needed space and you deserve someone better
that was a coward speaking and a hypocrite>
Love does not need big things to know is calling you
i love you enough i know i cannot give you what you need now
but promise is that your hopes and dreams i will fulfill
come and embrace our love for each other
i am madly in love with you
Everyday i woke up love sick in bed just thinking of you

We Pretended and we became in Denial

It started out a friends every thing was perfect
we enjoyed each other company like siblings
everything turned out fine
as we had promised not to love again after we had heart breaking
relationships that were based on lies.
one accident changed all our beliefs and hopes

It was just one kiss and everything that was a fantasy became real
it took a lot for me to know this was love
only small things meant a lot to get me through
Not a single day passed by not thinking about us
you laughter you moods change made me see
Either i am in denial for this burning feelings

It flatters me to see you happy
I never knew love was better the second time around until i meet you.
i wanna thank you for opening my eyes and show me love is real
Although this pretending that something is burning is not there
it is a plain lie we can stare in each other in the face
We no longer express how we fill because the kiss was just something special.

I am tired of sending you sms, and calling you on the phone
i am going to be a man about this and say it might scare you
or you can find it shocking but this words i have never uttered them
To anyone but i have to say i was in denial for too long but it comes
to this that this friendship is no longer working for me i want more
you captured me with you tenderness and i am in love with you.

when i said we needed space and you deserve someone better
that was a coward speaking and a hypocrite>
Love does not need big things to know is calling you
i love you enough i know i cannot give you what you need now
but promise is that your hopes and dreams i will fulfill
come and embrace our love for each other
i am madly in love with you
Everyday i woke up love sick in bed just thinking of you

This is Goodbye . . . .

i never knew i had a feable heart
not tell you what is it that has made me cold
being with you in the same bed every night
unable to look you in the eyes was that
Something between me and a friend has changed

the feelings we have for each other has taken a different turn
i am sorry to have had to tell you like this
the passion between me and you has turned cold and boring
The spark you had at first seem to have faded away
Sorry to have to say this is goodbye i have found someone new

i know and you can shwered your tears right now
What are going to do now that your lover has found something new
i have to go away i am leaving you with the house and its belongings
i am going away for a fresh start.
you can get on your knees all you want but i am going away

this is goodbye my sweetheart life does not have to stop for you
you deserve better than me i had this feeling you will get your prince charming.
the headache i had to see myself miserable in this house was too much.
they say second time around in love is charm.
you will forever be close in my heart

for all of my selfishness please forgive me for that
i can really imagine what you are going through
feeling betrayed by me this way i apologize for it
dont blamed yourself it was purely me you cause you this pain
bye bye my goodbye melody