infatuation

When you mistake a desire for love.
Getting a feeling that it will last forever.
Sidelining all of your friends. 
Everyone becomes an enemy when they tried to advise you.
Paranoia turns to reality.

Like an ocean wave, you are tormented.
Like a side dish, you are stranded without an escape.
When family turns to a foe.
Infatuation takes over your whole life.
Like a burning fire tears stuck under the eyelet.

When hope and dreams are buried under the mud.
Promises are broken and trust has vanquished.
No one isn't here to help and rescue you.
When that desire has been fed you find you were played.
Momentary pleasure is satisfied.
No one to call or talk to.
Innocent stolen through deceiving and lying.

When your own voice scares you.
When your pride and ambitions are no longer important.
Time is lost and wasted and you are blaming yourself.
Realizing a pro mocked your hair with trickery.
So heaven and earth you were promised are no longer valid.
Like a rubbish trash, you are tossed aside

on dry land.