Only minutes

It takes a minute to crush on someone.
It takes an hour to like a person.

It takes a day to love someone.
But it takes forever to forget him.

A friend is someone that without uttering a word after you leave, you fill like it was the best day you had.

It's not until we lose it that we miss it.
But you never know happiness until that one friend shows you the wonder of being cared and love.
What's the point of having it all unless you have that one thing that makes you whole.

It takes stupidity to cheat and five minutes to enjoy the lust. 
But it takes you a lifetime to be alone and miss what could have been.

Never take for granted those small things people share with you.
Those memories are for a lifetime.
If you stay in a company of four millionaires you become the fifth one.
But if you stay with three fools and you will become the fourth one.
Return love to the one handing you one.

Runaway-Woman

Your smile filled my empty house.
Your visits brought colour to my dark life.
Not knowing where you came from did not bother me.
Even though you were not perfect but my heart found peace in your face.

Even though you think not everyone was not the one.
I was always there for you supporting everything you wanted.
I could not heal the wounds of the heart.
But I was your friend. 

You accepted my proposal without any problems. 
How could you do it for six months?
By pulling away the last minute before the wedding. 
You took me like a fool and drop me like a hot potato. 


If you could tell me a little lie, will have agreed. 
How do you say you love me without any actions.
Being a bachelor was worst than being lied to.
Loving me was a fantasy for you.
While for me it was real.

Although I could amend you hurt heart. 
You left mine bl

eeding on the floor. 
Being friends with you was enough but you said the feelings you had could have exploded if you had to hide them.
Now I am miserable alone confused whether to start drinking or comit a suicide? 
I am racing in thoughts feeling hopeless?

Don't know which direction to take.
Guest I arriving for a no show wedding.
It's true when they say if you want to get killed fall in love and you will surely die.
I died the minute you call it off.

Showing appreciation

Even though you took me for a stalker the first time.

Sorry for having your numbers.

I knew once you gave me a chance.

Your world was going to be different and new.

Although you have never met me face to face.

I wanted to be that shoulder you cry on?

That person you could share secrets with.

I did not want to replace your boyfriend or family.

I wanted to be that special friend of time of need.

Daily I know life keeps throwing obstacles in your way.

I believe in you that you will reach your destination in style.

I pray for you to have enough strength to face anything.

I am no angel or prince.

Not even a poet just a man with imperfections.

Just want to be your sunshine in the morning.

Your comedian when you need a laughter.

Your doctor when you I'll.

Your confident in time for talks.

I am showing appreciation to you.

No matter who you are? know that you have a friend in me.

Thanks for having me as a friend.

You are highly esteemed to be part of

I will never abandoned you,

Your tears tell of a tale not yet understood,
The pain in your eyes paint your struggles.
Your smile reveals secrets yet to be exploited.
Your compassion explain why its hard to move on.

If I shed tears for you?
Will you grant me a favour?
Should I return home with my tears.
Will knowing your secrets get me closer to you?

Run to me when ever your lonely.
Come to me when you need a shoulder to learn on.
Put your worries in my pocket,
Abandoning you is like forsaking my own life.

I will never tell you a lie
I will be the only one who will forever be around to shine for you in your darkest hour.
It my seem I lost my mind
But mt craziness its because of you,
If you seek the moon, I will rock up in the sky to bring for you.

I will sell my soul to release you from chain.
If you can believe in me
I will grant you heaven if you stay in my arms.
Because your friendship had given me deeper meaning to you.
I will crawl to the fire for you,
Cause abandoning you will be the end of me.

Blessing turned into Curse

When inner circles crumbles down
flirting it’s the only outcome
when childhood friendship turns into foe
love meant for one is divided into two
household money is used for illicit things

Enemies are cheering your downfall
when my love is not enough to you
it took only a week to end a four-year thing
when my soul shed tears of betrayal
only I thought my hand fitted yours

Hoped you were the one I can share a future with
you were only sleeping with me
but you shared your fears and dreams with a stranger
I loved you with all my heart
younger brother words stole your heart

When I saw your glowing face when you heard his name
I admitted to my heart I was losing you
but the manipulator was not into you
he was after revenge of unfinished sibling fight
you played and dumped me your future husband

you were played with your emotion and heart
The blessings and warmth you received from me
even If you missed me body and soul
you will die alone in the blasting cold of being played.
I prayed for my heart to be by your side
know the love that turned into curse through flirting

I missed that person

That said write a book and I will edit it,
If you crack a joke I will laugh at it,
If you play a beat I'll dance to it
Who words where like soothing remedy,
Who's friendship I value more than wealth.

Those words inspired me when I locked down in a dark pit
Where did she goes to

I searched the whole world but there is no ounce of her trace
I keep wondering is she married
Does she have children

Are all her wishes fulfilled
Is she still loving as she was back then.
I wish I could turn the clock backwards.
When she told me those words I took them like a joke.
Later I realised they took a lot for her to utter those words.
I am left stranded without her address.

The gap that has opened they offer me no sleep at night.
The truth was that my eyes got opened later in life.
Only remains I have are the words that she left recorded on my mind,
"If you jump I will catch you at the bottom of the sea",
"If you are trap will sacrifice myself for you to be free"
So don't take anything for granted in this short space of time,
All the relationship are important whether years started or the just got off the ground.

Value those who sees potentially in you,
Tomorrow nobody knows what's in store for us.

Why cry for me

When a child is born people rejoice.
When a person dies people shed tears.
Family member claiming to know you.
Friends as always scale you on your past.
I have people mourning for me.
I have judges every where I go if though I am innocent.

This journey is a for one person alone.
When we peel onions we cry.
When I die don't shed anything for me.
You could express how you felt when I was alive and kicking.
I hate two face lie who pretends.
Each and everyday I am tested by my own desires.
People want to control me

They want me to be their own pet.
Even a dog when you give something it does not like it leave it there.
I have drank and robbed even killed.
But I was never satisfied I lack knowledge.
I have a 15 years old physical appearance.
I have a 65 year old understanding and reasoning
.
Why when we are dumped we resort to suicide.
While we spent most of our lives being single and free.
When you are single they start to complain.
When you have a wife the say when are we having kids.
When you work when are you getting yourself a house and a car
Imagine I have been tested by unemployment?
I have run through fire for a degree?

I suffered palpitations

because of money,
I got stroke because of stress.
Why can't I be alone for a while.
You said I am haughty because I am trying to make a name for myself,
When I was jobless and stayed at home you call me a useless man.
Now that everything its on my site you claim I have pride,
What is it that you want from me?

I received all of this because I first feared God.
I cannot comprehend the love that you want to express to me.
But don't weep for me when I die
You chance its still wide open tell me now please.
Don't become an imaginary widow while free time its there
Don't become my friend if you know we could be more than friends.
Be genuine from the get-go.

Even though I have two eyes I am blind emotional.
I don't see signs that are there.
Don't pressure yourself.
Live your own life they way you want to be.
To be continued . . . . . . . . . . . . . .