Borrowed Time

life is like a changing weather
unpredictable as it is
apologize for keep waiting for decades
sorry for not caring for your needs

i was so lame and could expect you will go someday
it was like a lie when they broke the news
i wipe out the tears from my cheek
i pretended to be the one for you

it begun as a playing thing but did not know it could hurt like this
that not loving and carring for you could torment me
i was a fool to play you like that
now that you gone i feel the emptyness in my life

now that you are lying in the waiting room for the next life
i see the void that  is left in me
how i wish the clock can turn back again
how i wish our song "crusin" was meant for it

life is a borrowed opportunity dont waste it on dreams
used it for benefitting out of it
is an experience that wait for no one
love and cherish each other while there is still time

Desired

that life was like a tv game if you died you start again
that woman and man were not complicated
that we learn and take responsibilities
stop being childish and decide what we want

you cannot say we are friends but deep down you want me
you let a knife cut you down night and day
after years looking for my things i see a letter written
you can be miles away hopeful you will end up on my door step

i stare at your eyes seeing the flame of love still burns
i could see that you were in love with me always regarded you as a friend
we man are blind if you say we are friends thats all we are
but woman are confused why decide to be my friend in the long run
you are expecting a fantasy that happens in your imagination

lets stop hiding behind friendship and express our feelings
we can kill fear if were are true to ourself
lets desire something worth living rather than dying
lets kiss life we hope and joy
let us enjoy the harmony of love

Dear companions

Too all those i never had time for you
i am sorry  life was hard for me
Too all those i was never there for you
i apologize for being selfish and alone
Too all those i never showed sympathy
i am sorry for thinking life was a missed ride

too all those i never came by to comfort you
my life was not too important for me not to give a call to you
too all those i was  too busy to give you a call and see how you were doing
i am sorry for my childish act revenge made me lose the way
too all those i never showed gratitude
i apologize for my stress had reach an epedimic level i could see clearly

too all those i never truely told you who i was?
i am sorry for being more important than you
too all those i never gave you a chance?
i apologize for being political minded
too all those i never said sorry
i am deeply ashamed for thinking less of you

too all those i never showed my true feelings to you
i give a deep condolosence for being too sh and afraid
too those i almost broke you heart
sorry for that i never went through and did it
too all those accused me of being a cheater
i apologize for not reall cheating on you that the regret i have
too all those i never greeted when i walk pass by you
sorry for you part you should have minded you own problems

Stop the Blaming

you can keep staring at the windows
if we stop depending on people
we can be free to spread our wings
take a chance on change
will never forget those who we love

nothing is for ever and some point it will end
even on mariages it said until death do us apart
it is and eternal thing or process that will end
stop blaming how could he/she brake my heart?
after all the love and effort i put in this relationship

if you did not who was suppose to do it for you?
the problems lies within us love,laughter and sorrows
if we take responsibility of things that happen will be free
braking the bondage of blaming and being free
i love you like no other if you get tired of me and dump me
why will i kill myself for someone i found in this world

remember we are came alone in this world will leave the same way we come
if you can kill yourelf for another you were living in your fantasy world
it is time we stood and face reality and have realistic expectation
how can she do this to me?
we are all imperfect humans if you had realistic expectation and talked abou it.
you could have never sulked on it and blame others.

stop bringing house hold problems to work or take out on inoccent lookers.
take a leap of faith and brake away
new begins have less expectation
take a risk and try and find love it will bring its self to you
be you and live younger stress free
because the is so much pain that time cant erase

Stop the Blaming

can keep staring at the windows
if we stop depending on people
we can be free to spread our wings
take a chance on change
will never forget those who we love

nothing is for ever and some point it will end
even on maariages it said untill death do us apart
it is and eternal thing or process that will end
stop blaming how could he/she brake my heart?
after all the love and effort i put in this relationship

if you did not who was suppose to do it for you?
the problems lies within us love,laughter and sorrows
if we take responsibility of things that happen will be free
braking the bondage of blaming and being free
i love you like no other if you get tired of me and dump me
why will i kill myself for someone i found in this world

remember we are came alone in this world will leave the same way we come
if you can kill yourelf for another you were living in your fantasy world
it is time we stood and face reality and have realistic expectation
how can she do this to me?
we are all imperfect humans if you had realistic expectation and talked abou it.
you could have never sulked on it and blame others.

stop bringing house hold problems to work or take out on inoccent lookers.
take a leap of faith and brake away
new begins have less expectation
take a risk and try and find love it will bring its self to you
be you and live younger stress free
because the is so much pain that time cant erase

Dumped

The sorrow that clause out of the wardroobe
The naked cat came out of the closet
misery that follows you like sickness
you came by like an innocent new born

The price that you cold have avoided
was just telling the trueth
you could blink an eye when comfronted with the ordeal
my trust to you got tarnished when you lied to me

cheating and lying claiming your love was just your cousin
how had the nerve to have a cousin after i took you as an orphan
where was your cousin all along?
where was here while you were lying in a ICU?
where all of a sudden he comes when i am at work?

you betrayal was worse than being stabbed with a knife
calling your lover a cousin?
now that there is only you and me is better for me
to untie these chains around my neck
to let you go for the shame you caused me

you are unworthy cheating me with you lover(cousin)
taking me for granted letting me to believe i was the problem
but all along you were living an immoral life
enjoying the fruit of sin and slavery
putting your lust a head of you men
it is overy i am sorrow for the time i wasted on you

Man fear

I wanted you to hear all the unsaid words
What happened to our perfect?
our hearts bleed of fear
we are scare to left alone
As the loneliness inside is killing us

bulling gives comfort
beating woman make us feel secure?
but loving is like sickness
once we have and lose we complete become insane
jealous is the instrument playing on our mind

our palms never got to read the full story
we are left wondering if we would ever
admit that we are weak
that the story been told will ever have a final chapter
Cheating is a record that keeps playing in our thoughts

we are scared and afraid of our inner thought
if we are given a chance we love externally and internally
betrayal to us becomes a sign to kill
the thought of being alone scares us as we know how it is
no memories to store upon them or generation to appear