We Pretended and we became in Denial

It started out a friends every thing was perfect
we enjoyed each other company like siblings
everything turned out fine
as we had promised not to love again after we had heart breaking
relationships that were based on lies.
one accident changed all our beliefs and hopes

It was just one kiss and everything that was a fantasy became real
it took a lot for me to know this was love
only small things meant a lot to get me through
Not a single day passed by not thinking about us
you laughter you moods change made me see
Either i am in denial for this burning feelings

It flatters me to see you happy
I never knew love was better the second time around until i meet you.
i wanna thank you for opening my eyes and show me love is real
Although this pretending that something is burning is not there
it is a plain lie we can stare in each other in the face
We no longer express how we fill because the kiss was just something special.

I am tired of sending you sms, and calling you on the phone
i am going to be a man about this and say it might scare you
or you can find it shocking but this words i have never uttered them
To anyone but i have to say i was in denial for too long but it comes
to this that this friendship is no longer working for me i want more
you captured me with you tenderness and i am in love with you.

when i said we needed space and you deserve someone better
that was a coward speaking and a hypocrite>
Love does not need big things to know is calling you
i love you enough i know i cannot give you what you need now
but promise is that your hopes and dreams i will fulfill
come and embrace our love for each other
i am madly in love with you
Everyday i woke up love sick in bed just thinking of you

We Pretended and we became in Denial

It started out a friends every thing was perfect
we enjoyed each other company like siblings
everything turned out fine
as we had promised not to love again after we had heart breaking
relationships that were based on lies.
one accident changed all our beliefs and hopes

It was just one kiss and everything that was a fantasy became real
it took a lot for me to know this was love
only small things meant a lot to get me through
Not a single day passed by not thinking about us
you laughter you moods change made me see
Either i am in denial for this burning feelings

It flatters me to see you happy
I never knew love was better the second time around until i meet you.
i wanna thank you for opening my eyes and show me love is real
Although this pretending that something is burning is not there
it is a plain lie we can stare in each other in the face
We no longer express how we fill because the kiss was just something special.

I am tired of sending you sms, and calling you on the phone
i am going to be a man about this and say it might scare you
or you can find it shocking but this words i have never uttered them
To anyone but i have to say i was in denial for too long but it comes
to this that this friendship is no longer working for me i want more
you captured me with you tenderness and i am in love with you.

when i said we needed space and you deserve someone better
that was a coward speaking and a hypocrite>
Love does not need big things to know is calling you
i love you enough i know i cannot give you what you need now
but promise is that your hopes and dreams i will fulfill
come and embrace our love for each other
i am madly in love with you
Everyday i woke up love sick in bed just thinking of you

This is Goodbye . . . .

i never knew i had a feable heart
not tell you what is it that has made me cold
being with you in the same bed every night
unable to look you in the eyes was that
Something between me and a friend has changed

the feelings we have for each other has taken a different turn
i am sorry to have had to tell you like this
the passion between me and you has turned cold and boring
The spark you had at first seem to have faded away
Sorry to have to say this is goodbye i have found someone new

i know and you can shwered your tears right now
What are going to do now that your lover has found something new
i have to go away i am leaving you with the house and its belongings
i am going away for a fresh start.
you can get on your knees all you want but i am going away

this is goodbye my sweetheart life does not have to stop for you
you deserve better than me i had this feeling you will get your prince charming.
the headache i had to see myself miserable in this house was too much.
they say second time around in love is charm.
you will forever be close in my heart

for all of my selfishness please forgive me for that
i can really imagine what you are going through
feeling betrayed by me this way i apologize for it
dont blamed yourself it was purely me you cause you this pain
bye bye my goodbye melody

Stay Don't Leave me

Lonely without you next to me
when you left me in this abandoned house all alone
when i followed you out of my house i lose the touch on my hands
i wanna hold on to it even you don't have any reason why we should try
i want to be the one you run to when problems arise

my holes are beside you wherever you go
in  this world of lies and deceit i find peace and love in your eyes
the burning flames of you light the dark path i work to
if you ever ever sick i want to be sick with you
If your ever get bored i want to be bored next to you

my love is inside you more than you could go
i can never remember life with you how it is
feels like thousand of years gone away with out you
i hear the angels singing promising i will be with you for ever fro this day
if you ever go away take me with you to that place you are going to

either way there no one you can run to beside me
if you ever lonely i want to be lonely too
Whatever may come in there road i want to be with you
through space and time until our stories fuses to shine
cause you know where my heart is

i rather go through pain that love puts us through
than spend a day with you
i know with you i can face the whole world without fear
love enough for both us to share it
if you ever leave can you please take me with you

The last 5 minutes i have . . .. . .

This may come as a shock to you but i have to say it
All those moments and laughter we had made me realized
that all though life is short but there is hope
Dreaming of you every night made me want to live my life
but i only have a short time remaining so i have to tell you this?

you may ask yourself why i have waited so long?
but the honest truth is that hurting your feelings was not the plan
there is a saying that when a man is about to die he things of the importance of life that he had wasted.
I know what i can say can make and brake your heart at the same time.
Things that i considered to be worthy where worthless to have.

i will not say you are beautiful because you know you are?
I will not give you complement because you got before leaving your house?
i will not say your are pretty you parents tell you that every time?
But i have one thing i am offering you now whether you accept it or not?
i will not mind it as i am about to run out of time.

i am offering words to you that you have never heard of them
i have no riches to shower you with them
i have words only poets dream of saying to their loved one
i have margical words only singers which hope they will sing them one day.
I have gift that only parents wished their children had

I cannot say i love you because i will not mean it
i can only say to you can you please be mine
i don't need you as a friend because i have many of them in my house
i only want to take a journey to your mind and understand you better
So that you thoughts and emotion i can help when you are in need
of me and of my love and attention to be with you  always

but only i wanted to say to you is . .  . . . . . (could finish with the conversion time run out before i had said)

What is separation really . . . .

I sit and wonder alone when i hear that people are separated
Always you will hear after 30 year of marriage when decided to separate and we thought lets remain as friends and go out to our favourite place every week.
Why bother separate if you want to remain as friends?
you could have said lets take a break not separate

It is like finding the person you loved the most hurt you intentionally and after that you said lets remain close for what.
If separation or divorce means lets remain as close friends
cheating will mean go ahead doing it will forever be friends
Separation has to mean we tried it did not work it was pleasure meeting you it is total over nothing or connection between us exist.

If the is something still burning between us why try and fix it.
If it is total not broken give it a chance to grow once more.
The love that makes us passionate to each other why waste it?
The chance that is there to regroup why not use it to save our marriage

What is the point of separation when we are much more in love?
We separate only if there is nothing left we can do for each other
and that burning flames is your eyes has died then we can go separate ways.
people have to different ways only where all option were exploted and none was much for use.
why waster money energy if after all has been done you will be friends?

different opinion of people for separation i find it odd and crazy
Then you will say we remain friends for the sake of our kids
Why use kids as porns in your games of chess
If i divorce it means is over no more friends this thing we call friends is when we are getting to know each other after we are history.
Separation mens you go your way i go my mine that's all there is.

Unexpected

The mysterious about life you can never know when you are happy
you might be happy but someone close to you on the other hand may be dying.
you can wake up feeling excited for the day ahead of you and then  a call may come in and disrupt your day.
you may leave you wife at home healthy and excited before you start your day you hear that she has passed away.

unexpected you are getting ready for a wedding day while in the alter someone stop the wedding and said that you wife to be is caring his child.
trusted honest husband you leave him in bad sick and you go to work ten minutes on the way you forgot your file you find him in bed with your neighbor who is also married as well.
your only child you kiss him good bye as he?she is getting ready for school
along the way a call said that you child is dead in a hit & run accident.

you send your child to church to learn about God and you hear that the trusted Pastor is abusing you child and others.
you expect your child to come home from varsity with a degree and she comes home pregnant with a lecture child.
you love someone for nine years and you are getting ready to propose to her and she tell you she has been cheating with your half brother.
A delivered sister is preaching to people to repent from their sins and leave moral lives but her on the other site she lives her secret life like a whore.

you are newly wed couple and both of you have never drank alcohol and then you hear one of you say i am going on a drinking spree this weekend.
how well do you know and trust your partner some have sacrificed so much and left their parents to be with their thought to be soul mate and got dumped in the last minute.
humans are like dried up trees never trust and put your whole life hope on them their are unexpected and like a passing weather.