Thursday, 22 August 2013

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I have fallen in . . . .

I have fallen in love with the beauty of nature
I have fallen in love with a woman who respect her self
I've fallen near a bridge filling with high level of water
passing by like streams flowing close by me

I've seen people amazed by the sound of love turned blue
i have looked every where for my soul mate but could find one
i have been attracted by different types of woman but none of them stood up.
i made mistakes in life not one them was regrettable

I've been everywhere except where my heart should be
i travel alot searching for my hearts and thoughts what do they need
forgetting the answer lied deep inside me
Wind blow me in all direction peace came to me like a thief in the night

popularity brought misery as life became unpleasant for me
the gifts that i received could bring me pleasure out of it
As time went bye the loneliness in my house was not bearable
there was an aroma missing in the house which bought life

the matter of the feeling exposed this broken mind in public
the soft heated person was not really doing great about fallen
The truth and the fact is that this thing i have fallen for is that
I have fallen outside my own bed and that i cant wake up from it

Sunday, 18 August 2013

The woman who gave up everything to be with a coward

I find you working up as a maid
i saw how beautiful you were and said nothing
I promised to make you famous but got caught up
in this world
you called but i could not pick up the phone as i laid in hospital
you came and look for me but as you saw me you left in a hurry
thinking i had fooled and lied to you

i was a star myself so famous everyone wanted a piece of me
until i became a slavery to alcohol which took my fame to dust
but i saw that you were gifted more than me and you could be a star
eventual i won you over you quit you joy as a maid going for your dream
i got you connected to the people in charge and a greed to be you teacher
when it was time to show what you had you got scared and lock yourself in

But i begged you and told you to do it for me because .. . . . . .  . (crying)
I love you and you came out of the closet and did what i had taught you
company bosses signed you and you went to become successful and a star
When you won you first biggest award i went and sat at the bar with a bottle.
full of booze and i told myself i cant let you be in love with me
Cause i was going to drag you down with me and i left you

At my house yo came and ask me what was wrong i told you that
A drunken man like me was not good for you image and told you
to leave me alone as i was at peace that way being single
you cried and said i was with you in bad time and if i cannot be-
by your side in good time you will give up everything you had.
if you did not have by your side at all times
that moment when you told me that i realized i was evidently in love

your started missing you shows as you were caring for me
bosses told you to cut your losses with me and you said
this fame and everything i have because of this man i am in love with
it became clear to them when you said until i said i had enough of you
then you will pack your bags and leave me.
you mother ask you how can you stay with me while not married
the answer was you don't care what people said as you had feelings for me.

being a slave of alcohol i made one fatal mistakes of causing accident
you influence got me released from prison and your image got tainted
i could survive without alcohol i started stealing you own money
to help me with alcohol addiction i had.
then i made a solemn promise to you that i will be clean for you only
and became the new person for you my love
then i left saying i was going for small walk and will be back shortly

I took the the 30 minutes walk into a 11 high building nearby
Climbed the stairs and went to the  eleven floor and looked down there
and jumped down where my brain got scatted everywhere on the ground
the coward that was me could face my problem thought dead was my -only way and solution for my problems.
the coward took the easy option out for my own rest

I hated to see you coming to bail me out of prison
to see me lying in bed in the hospital that feeling made me unhappy
i did this for you so that i cannot be a burden to you anymore
i wanted you to be happy without me abusing you emotional
i know it my seem selfish of me to kill my self but there was no other way
never forsake your dream because of my sorry motive

Thursday, 15 August 2013

The death woman final wishes

Too the one who will be talking over from me
This is what you have to know that since i am no longer alive
Is to for you to know that he loves you too much
Please take care of him as he is now alone in this world
No one to comfort him and to talk to him

This letter i have written for the one who comes after me
I now he is broken and blames himself for my death
he misses me like lion looking for its cubs
the pain he was in when i was ill i could not help him
if you reading this beyond unreasonable doubt he love you

I want you to know one important thing i am glad he has found you
I wish i could you have had the chance to meet you
i am glad and hope you feel the same way as he does
beside my handsome love you are the most precious thing thing in his life
Love him,care for him,strength him and make him laugh

i am not there now with him but in memories will forever be there
his heart is broken but my hope you can make him feel like a youth
Sometimes a man with out love is half a man but his devotion last for all
give him the extra love i could have not given him
he will be nothing if you also abandon him please love him

he might fool the world but his is hurt inside feel that gap inside him
rejuvenate him and make him fell special again
His eyes tell the story of a life time of joy and sadness
Sorry for you to be reading this letter but wherever i am at peace
To know you are the one for him and you will leave the life that_
will make you both happy and loving in every away
The time had come for me to depart from this world
Congratulation for being the important woman in his life


Monday, 12 August 2013

Love you


The feelings I have for you won't ever change
A life without you, I can't imagine
I will follow you over any range
Never ceasing my love or passion

In your hands and care my hearts been placed
Please hold my heart dear, careful not to break
Futures combined and not to be erased
Trouble trusting though this risk I will take

No matter what by your side I will stay
For always and eternity my love
Feelings grow stronger each and every day
With you my heart and soul sores like a dove

Now this poem is coming to an end
This small info of my feelings I've lend
Don't take this poem for granted for to attempt to tell my feelings will be hard to do again

As i have poured all my heart to you with this only and final poem
There is no other to let you know how i feel about you
and that the rainbow and sky i could hold back from you
The time has run out for you to know i love you

But the promise i had made to share my feelings with you
Will forever remain close to my heart
As time keeps on moving how a glance at the clock
how i smile at night seeing your face before me
but time stopped but the love and feelings cry out

Written by Megan D. Bullard & Oscar Stuta

Saturday, 8 June 2013

Over

Youth is full of life, Age is filled with death
It ought to be cared for and looked after
After all these years i see tear drops of blood in my eyes
The bitterness of life has taken over its talls on me
As i wish to be young again filled with life

Love and laughter was merely madness in my life
So cure and punishment became one in my eyes
corruption won but honesty remained dominant
when wills of time change the faith in me drifted away with time
emotion left me stranded and sad in the dry weather

I was a typical old man who could not appreciate somethings in life
how i find myself alone and in misery over the years gone by
Casanova life could bring me happiness when i needed it
how i wish i could have apologized for my mistakes
How i look in the mirror everyday and time passes me

Death was not worth of tears
Death scared me in my lasting days as i could not find peace
my unkindness toward others took me to the resting place
There was no one close to me that hour came
i was no more than a rotten potato inside filled with anger