Love like deep waters

Her orchid eyes are glowing.
In flaming shades of blue.
So ardent is their blazing.
No well-turned word or phrasing describes their smilling, knowing in any way that's true.

Her voice is honey.
Singing she calls me to her side.
The words like gentle thunder.
Will draw me, pull me under as I am running.
Bringing the tender things I hide underneath.

Her form is like a craving in perfect, Perfect stone.
I stroke it with all the wonder.
My peerless, lovely plunder.
I am reeling, Starving.
To rest with her alone.

Her love is like deep water.
That flows from wooded glade.
A stream that's wide and rushing.
A swirling, dancing,gushing.
I feel my cheeks grows hotter within the glad cascade.🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Melody

When I look in your eyes I see a love restrain.
I wrote a poem in my birth.
Another at my own burial.
If you wanna love me?
Honey don't refrain.

A melody of my confessions.
A drawing of my love To you.
A song for my charisma to your heart.
My own creation lived in your heart.

I see you with your platinum tears.
I gaze at your fragile hearts.
Never mind the pain we can still find the way.
Although memories live on.

I see you and I care for you.
I am a flower and you are the see.
Let me be with my memories.
Cause you will always be there keeping me awake.

I don't want to wake up one day and say.
I am in love with another woman.
All I want to do is hold you deep in my arms.
Cause you are the melody that I want to wake up next to.

Breaking inside your wall.

Just how sweet you are.
How you made my heart glow.
All along you were my crush and friend.
It took me along time to realize that you were the one I had been running away from.
My place of happiness.

With various colours of ink I painted your heart on it.
With different scrubbing blush I poured out my soul for you on the wall.
With abridging lyrics I sang songs of love for you.
Eventually I found myself hallucinating alone for your affection.

Creating shapes and puzzles of you glowing beauty.
But my meekness finally teared down your wall.
We found ourself laughing about how you made me work for your love.
I am in a happy zone of life.
Cause your beauty surrounds my everything.

If they said love is a headache I will gladly want one.
If you can brake my heart?
Will go and have a second one for to play with it.
Cause I heart goes for what it wants.
But you are my blessing I don't want to trade for anything else.
You are the part of me that cannot function with another.
You are my break in🌹🌹🌹

Last minutes

Everyone blamed you.
Last suicide attempt
Why do you even talk with her.
It's was her if she did not come to his life.
He was perfect and cute all alone.

It was never her.
We broke up that day before I burned and crushed.
When my only medicine and remedy left me I snapped.
The reason for my being alive died.
I was alone.

They said it your fault.
Actually they did not have all the facts.
Because of love I became a mad man.
I wrote letters numerous times blaming you.
But my own doing lead me to my grave.
The last minutes of my life you made me happy.
All along it was me.
You were never the one to be blamed . . .

Is it Amnesia or Not?

Knock! Knock! On the surface of your heart.
I am still are one that promised you heaven.
Willingly to fulfill your dreams. 
I am still the one you heart lingered for.

Now I am hopeless confused.
The is someone you has captured you.
Now I gave you become you stalker.
People have turned you against me.

Still the one who gave you butterflies in you stomach.
The one who sang you melodies before you sleep.
But your smile . . . . Still smelt my heart away.

I don't know if it's amnesia that made you forget me.
Did rumours play to your head that you abondened me.
You uttered that I am obsessive towards you.

My prize possession I have given you space and time over and over.
When I reach hight of loneliness I just gaze at our photos.
Wondering what happaned in a week that I was out on a work training.
Now I am unable to delete everything that's yours.
Cause the feelings and love I have for you wouldn't let me.
I am not trying to be weird of have stalker vibes let's just reach out to each other.
To find the cause of the problem we are having.

I feel like you mugg me off.
That you had no choice but to do it.
Truelly we are both weird and crazy.
Is it an amnesia or a fake one.📝🔏📝🔏

mute

You were never mine from the on set.
While I had sleepless nights planning our future.
You where wondering who is your second option. 
While I slave myself for a brighter tomorrow.

You were sneaking away from me.
My love to you was cheap.
It tasted like a Jamaican rum.
I became a punchline of joke to you.

You were mocking me day and night.
I persevered in this nameless relationship.
Hoping you will change your attitude.

You let different people have different parts of you.
But I gave up willingly cause the was nothing more I could offer you.
No one left to cover the hand and foot prints left in my soul.
I gave you my patients and time.

I was taught to be silenced.
To become mute in an argument.
To be quit while deep in my heart I was dying and perishing.
You broke me down and I could never be repaired again.

Now I am a lonely wonder.
I am scared to offer people anything except my body for them to remain with me.
I was fighting a war with an enemy inside my camp.
I lost my morals and dignity cause you took everything from me.
You gave it to my foes on silver platter.
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Masses of the heart

Lately we've done some growing up.
Without you I feel little different now.
The insect that whispered in my ear is no more.
No more going through turmoil now.

Loving hurt each and every time.
It's the only thing I knew how to do it.
My love to you was like a blanket you could get rid of it.
Courage to love slowly faded away.

I never want this story to end.
But the pages tell of how one manipulated the other.
My love to you was like that ring you were in your finger.
Now I am going through the book to see where it all went wrong.

We kept out lover in a photograph.
The memories makes us human.
Giving you my all made me feel like a person.
I was enchanted to your heart.
I become a slave of having feelings for you.

Broken and betrayed every vow in my body.
Disregarded every Wiseman advise.
The picture that you painted in my face.
Remain there like a trauma experience in seconds.
All of it was a smoke screen.
To keep me close to you cruel intentions.


It gets easier with time that a lie.
The memories linger through the echo of the house each night.
The replay of affection the bed keeps reminding me.
The shattered glasses of the Windows on the floor shows misery of anguish I felt.

Tried taking the easy way out going to sea to drown.
I was rescued by strangers.
Now I am telling a tale of how the masses of the heart wounded me deeply than a knife could.
My soul has an opening of misery and pain.

Now that it's an eve of our anniversary.
I feel clasta phobiac about the whole ideal.
I cannot be helped cause it's psychological not physically.
The memories would not leave me alone.

Wager

She only knew she was impelled by some force greater than her will.
Touching her lips that warm her flash.
Merely touching them wasn't enough.
She was drowning in a wealth of sensations.
The salt maleness she could taste beneath her mouth.

The heady scent of the feeling.
Her need if him so compulsive she could breath.
Until his tongue found the sensitive cord in her neck.
As the storm raged outside.
A pulse beat tensely against his jaw.
Feeling the clenched tension if his skin as he swallowed.

Muttering something she couldn't decipher.
Her protest muffled beneath the burning possession of his mouth.
She felt the kiss that had none the sophistication from ealiear kiss.
Her thumb probing the softness of his lips.
His gaze made her shake with need.

Her heart ached to hear words of love.
How would she feel?
When her soul cried out for more talk than that offered by his body.
Like someone trapped In a dream she let her imagination go wild.
Bemused by his brain her eyes followed the progress.
The pounding surf echoed by the heavy this of her own heart.
Having a desperate need to escape the intimacy.

Impelled by her own treacherous need of desire.
Her eyes dilating in sudden shock at the intimate contact of his body.
Eyes locked in a bitter dual of love.
Spiralling waves of pleasure thudded through her.
She would feel this earthy sensual need to have her body ripen with a man"s seed.
Although she had always like kids.

Finally she found out she was a won bet.
All of what happen was not real it was faked?
Her heart slowly started to bleed.
Tears of motion run through her aching body.
Easy way out for her was luking ahead of her.
She drowned if a flood of betrayal and sadness.
It was her last time she was even seen alive.
All the flame that burned his body consumed her in a flame that could not be put out.💔💘🔥🔥🔥

Playing hard to get

She started to shake inside.
Felt sick with anger and distrust.
Now that the culprit that broke her heart was back in town.
The past memories were clouding his judgment.

Neither do I care.
As a far, I am concerned the past is over . . Dead . . Finished.
She was immature and experienced to believed to be in love and that it will last forever.
Thoughts she didn't want to acknowledge started to surface.
When he left her she thought she was part of his life plan.
When he uttered I love you that he meant he would always love her.

There is no reason to start over again.
She could still smell the scent of his skin.
When she closed her eyes she could hear the sound of his breathing echoing in her ears.
She thrilled to the knowledge that her touch excited him.
How treacherous her heart made her to be.
Recalling the slightly rough sensation pleasure of delicate of friction caressing her lips.

It was him who made it hard for her to be loved again.
Because of him, she distrusted her own judgement.
One of the hardest things to believe is that love is synonymous with desire.

When you have realised that you are depriving yourself of happiness.
Due to the lack of moving on and facing reality.
That you are actually in love with the person that you dread to hate so much.
When the only solution is to admit to love him and find joy.

Why did you he not utter the words?
In fairy tales is always the man expected to make moves.
But men aren't Gods.
There are only human with their feelings.
They suffer from all sorts of doubts, fears that we woman experienced.
They need the comfort of knowing they are wanted.
Chosen and loved plus valued.

I played hard to get cause I was scared of my own feelings.
That you will find me vulnerable and weak.
The love I have for you has overwhelmed me to forget the past things you did to me.
That I cannot leave
That you mistake no longer matter and forget them.
Because it's only my heart and emotions that you have touched that draws me to you.
No man alive can do that touch my soul rather than my body.🌹🌹🌺🌺

this world without you.

infatuation

When you mistake a desire for love.
Getting a feeling that it will last forever.
Sidelining all of your friends. 
Everyone becomes an enemy when they tried to advise you.
Paranoia turns to reality.

Like an ocean wave, you are tormented.
Like a side dish, you are stranded without an escape.
When family turns to a foe.
Infatuation takes over your whole life.
Like a burning fire tears stuck under the eyelet.

When hope and dreams are buried under the mud.
Promises are broken and trust has vanquished.
No one isn't here to help and rescue you.
When that desire has been fed you find you were played.
Momentary pleasure is satisfied.
No one to call or talk to.
Innocent stolen through deceiving and lying.

When your own voice scares you.
When your pride and ambitions are no longer important.
Time is lost and wasted and you are blaming yourself.
Realizing a pro mocked your hair with trickery.
So heaven and earth you were promised are no longer valid.
Like a rubbish trash, you are tossed aside

on dry land.

Running after memories.

What is so special about this?
I mean writing poetry?
Every day sending it to different strangers?
All over the globe and to unknown readers?

The truth is that I met someone on that day.
That is why I write every day of my life.
To seek refuge and grace at the same.
Pardon for every day mistakes.

To ask for forgiveness.
When I chose my career over our relationship.
Apologies for each daily mistakes that could be taken back.
To say sorry when I hurt her and did have the guts to own up to the problem.
Most of all to ask forgiveness when I brought woman to her house for my own entertainment.

To beg mercy when she was praying for my protection and safety in was busy lying with another woman.
To plead for a second chance for my in maturity.
I want to say sorry when I forgot to tell her how much I loved her....
Assuming me that she will remain with me for eternity.
But I was totally wrong.
When she passed away in lost all that time.

That why wise people usually say the time is now!
I'f you want to love do it now!
If you want forgiveness ask it now!
If you want a relationship go for it now!
Or else you will sing "in my time" and find your self regretting you missed chances.
To all you people out there in a relationship, call or send a message to your partner tell her how much you love them.
To all of you wanting to have someone in your love pray about it and have patience about it.
You don't want to rush into something after getting married.
Then true love knocks at your door.

Cause there is no love that begins after marriage.
Love starts right now and it never ends.
When last did you utter the words 'I love you'
Cause all I have now is memories.
Running after them like an antlete. 🌹🔥🔥😭

Uniqueness of love

We felt in love when we we're kids.
Our bond was unbreakable.
The feelings we had was out if these world.
But strangely we grew up apart.

The love kept growing stronger.
The bliss kept blossoming.
The fire made the passion to keep burning.
I could believe you waited for me.

Your mother request ed too much bridal price.
She had a stronger influence on you.
She whispered lies in your ears.
You were torn between me and her.
Eventually you choose her over me.

Now that you are getting married.
To the person you have zero love for him.
I lead you to your alter holding your hands.
Love will make you do strange things.
The love i had for you wanted to celebrate with you.
Although I died inside while I lead you to your groom.

I could just let you go.
Cause my feelings for you never perished.
The keep burning even now.
I wish I had a knife that can switch off what I feel for you.

I am stuck to move on and start a new life as well.
It's you that I only see.
I need your love to move on.
They say time is a healer of pain but it could not bring you back.
The fastest way to kill a person other than a bullet is to fall in love.
And have the one you put your hope, feelings and dreams to piece it and distribute to the entire world.

I love you and I gave you away to your new husband.
I was honoring your wishes.
The uniqueness of love us that the is no escaping it.
The only way is to go the dam and drown there by myself.
You left my heart bleeding on the ground. 💘💔😟😧

Untitled

Your face is beaming.
Inside I am dying to see you succeed.
I don't have a reason why I want you back but I just do.
Now that you so opened and trusting.

Now that I am back standing in my side-chick spotlight.
Cause I don't have a heart to face you.
I had vouched I will never let tear drops roll down your cheeks.
But I forgot I am human and I make mistakes.
Which I am afraid to face the consequences of my actions.

I lash out so much lately cause I"ve been self pity on my own.
Since I dream about stories they will write when I am dead.
All the things I long to hear about love is you.
The say the fastest way to kill a person other than bullet is love.
Since I am so far away I stare in the windows.
I long to take the journey through your mind.
To see you inner deepest thoughts.

When I close my eyes is you that I am thinking of.
You and me we used to sip wine and kill time.
Try to fix the mystery between us.
I miss those moment I let pass me by.
I want to steal a piece of time.
To return to the way things where.

Say something don't give up on me.
I will be the one if you want me to be.
I will have sold the moon to be next to you.
I remember every little thing.
The scent you left on the pillow.
Your kiss that was soaked in wine.

What if I tell you there is no fixing me.
Everyone has tried failed dismally.
Can you still love me anyway.
My dreams are a billionaire away from here.
I pray that you love what I do.
What if I am half crazy.
I don't know what is love.
But if this what we are having I don't want it to sleep away.

Just the other day I wrote everything down to say to you .
In case you did not know but I am crazy about you.
Plus I am in love with you even if I don't say it all the times.
That kiss did something to me.
I will be mad if I say I can live without you.
You got all of me.
I am nothing without your love.🔥🌹

The heart

My heart is never at peace when I see you crying.
It feels so real and painful gazing straight in your eyes.
I am afraid for you own sake.
My heart is like an opened highway.

I don't want any preacher to tell me your mind.
I just want you to look me in the eye.
My slowly heart beat is only for you.
I can't stare at another woman cause the face shows you.

I closed my eyes and picture you resting on my lab.
Since no one is right or wrong with how the feel.
I just find a reason to be strong in your warm embrace.
You used to leave to say you love me.

These are our words.
Our words are our thoughts.
I beg for you heart.
I steal for you.
I plan to recapture your smiles again.

Sorry I missed your birthday.
My heart was plundering in a mud.
After I saw you standing with another person.
I could contain the rage jealous I felt in that instance .
I will give anything to wipe the slate clean again.

I need you like musian needs lyrics.
I want you like a child need breastfeeding to be alive.
Hope you will love me like a mother and baby very for her new born baby.
So that I can get on my knees like a pastor praying for the mass.

This heart of mine smells like you cheap perfume.
That still drives me mad like a lunatic.
My heart us hopeless with out you in it.
🌹🌷🌹💍

Leaving in sin.

I am not broken like an arrow.
I don't need no diamonds to make you mine.
I just want you to look me in the eye.
Can you baby tell were do I fit in?
This love they call it sin.

Can't wait to kiss you goodnight.
Leaving on our own the world call it sin.
Where do we fit in?
We guilty for being lovers.
Go on the chapel and get married to me cause we cannot go on leaving in sin.

I close my eyes and picture you and me.
It's seems like there a lot going on.
Hearing your voice reminds me of that place.
Cause you give love a great name.
Will give anything my blood and skin to stop you from going.
I will please you.
Promise to never leave you until the end of time.

I hold and love you.
I give all my needs for you.
If you read it all today.
If you will be in these arms tonight.
Guess you wanted to secret say goodbye.
I was not there when you were happy
I was not there when the pillow was soaked with your tears.

You left a drowning in my tears.
You will not be there to save me.
Words are not enough to do what love can do.
I will not promise you tomorrow.
Will bow down in front of you if you will be mine.
Tired leaving in this uncertainty of love.

As my broken heart heard you crying a thousand tides.
You said your love was suicide.
You swimming off a shore with my heart.
I pray constantly for one more chance with you.
Now we no longer have a hidding place.
Because I am bowing to yesterday.
Running out time to be close to you.

When you breath will be the air that comes out.
When you sleep i will be your pillow.
When you wake up i will be your mooning sunshine.
I did not mean to miss your last bus.
I want to be last cab that takes you home.
Even die for you.
I know you loved spending time with me.
My heart is burning wanting to be out.
🤔🌷🌺🌹

Love is you.🌷

It's raining in my heart.
Flowing deep inside me.
Drowning in my soul.
Silent in this fire but will not burn away.

Love has turn me into a believer.
Holding on without dreaming.
Love is all I knew before I fell.
Like a stream I let it carry me into the ocean.
Dancing in this fire but will not turn away.

Through the darkness can you hear me.
Calling for the love to silent my pain.
Clinging on the touch of you skin.
Waiting to be prisoned by your love.
Silents rushing through me like a echoing wave.

Love will keep me strong.
It is all I want but with you by my side.
Crippled me with your touch.
It's has been raining in my heart for weeks.
Waiting on your fire not to burn me.
Waiting to be carried to the deepest place in the sea.

You turn my sour day to gloomy mornings.
My past keep hold on me but you were there to take me to new length with your glowing love.
You passion and kisses where all I needed to survive.
Love has sustain me even now with me and you growing together.
Only the dark pit which is death can separate us.
Love is all that we need to keep growing old together 💔🌹🔥

Last night stranger

You will meet a whole lot of people.
Some greater than others.
Some sweeter than honey. 
Others sour more than vinegar.
Humble as snow falls.

But there is that stranger you met.
Who turned your whole life to a new meaning.
Using small gestures.
Turning you into a believe.

Wondering why did he come into your life.
When you are with him you forget that the world exist.
That pain and sorrows have no meaning to you.
Feeling that there more to life than worries.

Then of a sudden he has to depart from your life.
When you start accustomed to him.
Then you get mixed feelings.
Running a marathon inside your mind.
You end up saying he was a stranger send especially for you.

But you can't go to sleep.
He is constantly in your mind.
Thinking is this love of fever that you are feeling.
But there are no answers you getting .
He was a last night stranger passing by.
Which he took your heart and pain with him.
Only if you had a chance or day to share with him.
But you home has blossomed from a meeting with a stranger. 🤔🌺🌹

Love your Good byes

I sat by the door alone.
Hoping you will call just to hear your voice,
Promised to give you friendship for eternity,
Being at your side forever when you needed a shoulder to cry on.

Landed you my ear to whisper your deep secrets.
When tears started to roll down your cheeks I comforted you with laughter.
When someone took you heart for granted I amended it with Happy ending Romantic movies.
When you felt unloved and wanted I supported you with my presence daily.

Now that I have found someone for myself you want to keep me as a prisoner for yourself.
Finally I am happy you turned yourself into a blackmailer.
Now that I am happily married man you are my family stalker.
You want to possess and own me for you own sick thoughts.

You have already forgotten I never abandoned you.
My wife knows about the promises I made to you and I intended to keep it.
That will be there when you needed me the most.
But I have an obligation towards my family, that takes priority
You are just bitter and jealous for no reason.
All along I thought were best friends nothing more.
I keep wondering what is it that you want from me.

Insults if they came my way from you would have tolerated them.
But directed to my wife you have crossed the limit and boundaries of friendship.
This is where I am ending it all the promises and the so - called friendship we had.
Most of my life I had confused you with happiness and laughter including joy of life.
But I neglected myself in the process of making you happy as a friend.

Just wanted to let you know for our old time sake friendship.
That Little Catherine my daughter that's her name.
Has your mouth and lips.
Know that I loved your Good bye
Take care hope you will find someone more than me in life.

The mask

If I was a blind man could you give the curtsey.
Could you blush to me like our first meeting.
Will you grap and hold my hand tight.
Can I learn on you for strength.

Now that the accident has occurred.
My strength and stamina had faded away.
I can even bath myself anymore.
I can't walk properly now that I am blind.

Used to dream about you night and day.
I have become a burden to you.
You have turned me in a mockery of a man.
No longer man enough for you.

You wore a mask and it perfectly suited you.
I could uncover the woman behind it.
You have worn me out emotional.
Have abused and tarnished my dignity as your husband.
I am like a garbage in your eyes waiting to be thrown away.

What has occurred to the woman I felt in love with?
Where has you compassion vanished into?
Your respect you took it outside the window.
You left me stranded in the room alone unable to help myself.
I got cremated when you left me for another woman.😟😟🔥🔥

Black bird

Why is sorry overheating my heart.
Heart become loneliness.
Mouth uttered painess. 
How could I thrive in this life?

I was born bounded by chains of tears and headaches.
I could never love anything in this world.
Had never been taught from birth how to do so.
I was castrated to missery and anguish of this life.

No one can tame the crying every night alone in my bed.
Can any know the Thoughts of my heart.
Do people exist that can put me out of my hopelessness.
I commit suicide every day in my sleep but find myself awake every morning.

Black bird your mother was loneliness.
And I was a cheap and unwanted trash.
They said love is beautiful and every thing it holds nothing back.
But I am bounded by chain of poverty and illiterate.
When nothing comes right.

I try to sing words never come out.
I scream lounder than anything but the sound is isolated in my body.
All I have seen and still see is cruelty that has blinded my mind.
It has become a lordship of my life.
Black bird you cannot fly.

Black bird there is no hope for you.
Black bird the voice inside has kept you a prisoner.
Black bird you are slave of your own doing.